Sometimes, I'm very reluctant to make some choices. Especially when my choices will affect other people. Sometimes, I wish I can split myself into half. So I wont get torn between two situations. But I guess we have to face this kind of times where we have to make decisions and sometimes, I have absolutely no choice but to make that decision. Do you get what I mean? That decision is forced upon me. But I dont want to make that decision cause I know that I would affect someone else.

Well, it does not matter if I treasure one over the other but what if I treasure both of them? If I make this decision, I will hurt one or the other. It's like standing between the tiger and a cliff behind me. I'm in a dilemma. Either way is suicide. What should I do? I'm so confused.

I'll give you an example of times when I really wish I can split myself into two.
It's the times when going home after school. I got the choice I know, to either take this way back home with a friend or take the other way with another friend. I get so torn and confused. I dont want to hurt either of them. They are both my very good friend. And I'm caught in the middle. It is not a bad thing being in the middle but, I hate making decisions that will affect others. If it is just me. I'm fine with it but if it concerns others, I hesitate. Sounds like I'm a wishy-washy kind of person right? But this is only just the beginning though it is bad enough to have to decide who to go home with.

There are other decisions that concerns my family. Dont ask me to make a decision that will affect someone else in my family. I cant. It's so hard. After all, blood is thicker than water. So I dont want to do it. I dont like being forced to make decisions concerning my family member. Tell me, what would you do if one of your family member forced you to do something you know will affect another of your family member?