On Teusday I went for supper with my dad! And we ate chao tao kway! My favourite tibit since young! So yummy! We ate at the beach! Favourite hang out to just think! But it was just great talking to my dad! I found out something about my dad!

He was an introvert!!!

When he told me, I was soo shock! Look at my dad, he is so talkative and friendly now! I cannot imagine him being that shy and quiet! Wow! I mean...I never thought my dad was anthing but shy and bashful!

I guess me and my dad had something in common. Would you believe me if I told you I was very shy and I still am though lesser now. Heh! Dont believe then ask Qing wei! He should know. I really am shy and my dad used to be soo shy last time also.

I remember my friend told me that a classmate of mine do not like me cause she thinks I am proud and arrogant cause I do not interact with them. Yea, I guess it does look that way to an outsider. It's just that I am shy and I dont randomly talk to anybody! If someone were to randomly talk to me I would think that person is weird. I mean someone I do not know.

My dad told me he hated himself then. His shy, introverted self. I wanted to hi-five my dad! I feel that way too. I always admire people who are able to carry themselves well and just can be friendly with almost anybody! Even strangers! Like my dad now!
When I was p4, he randomly talked to some boys at a camp that I was going to! I was super embarrassed lah! He asked them about the camp food and he even asked them to protest to the people running the camp to change the menu! I was just standing there and was thinking "Dad, can we go! Please!" Sometimes I feel super embarrassed with my dad! I dont even know who those guys are and he just go and talk to them?!
Can you imagine my dad was ever an introvert? I cant! I seriously cant!
But its true, I do not like the me in primary school. The shy person that I was. I think my classmates must have thought that I was mute! I admired Audrey especially. I was amazed that she can be so talkative and so brash! She can talk and talk and talk and I cant even interupt! So if there are people that I dont really know. I'm glad that she is at my side! Her talkativeness takes over.

In secondary school, I guess I think I have change, if not much, atleast a little. I dont want to be mute. I wanted to make friends and just talk randomness. I know talkative people gets scolding from teachers cause they basically talk too much! Hee! :) I'm trying to change, but sometimes, I'm still very shy. Believe me or not, making friends is not an easy feat for me. It takes alot of courage for me to talk to one person let alone a whole group of people! That is why I am always a bundle of nerves whenever I have to do presentations. But I'm glad that I have some encouragement from my friend! I really just dont have the courage but I told myself I have to change. I dont want people to think of me as proud and arrogant. But I'm also scared to be so talkative and outgoing cause I'm afraid people will also think I'm proud and arrogant. Haix! Can I ever win? Maybe I'm just afraid of what people thinks of me. *sigh*