♥ Monday, August 14, 2006
Dont noe why suddenly memories of my p4 life came flooding back into my mind while i was bathing. So damm wierd rite?! It was something bad that really troubled me back then...
Dont noe why lah but it is about my form teacher Mr Lee...He got one time chose a few girls and one of them is me and my best fren at that time, Fiona. We were suppose to perform a dance on Teacher's Day if i remember correctly. Then we were suppose to practice rite,so we are suppose to go to this gal's house but everytime i go there no body answer the doorbell...so i didn't practice.
That day came for the audition and I didn't noe the moves so i danced badly. I think it is my fault that Fiona got kick out too was be cos of me. She was trying to help me. Mr Lee was so upset that he scolded us and told us that we are not allowed to perform anymore. Fiona was really upset but i'm glad that she didn't blame me. She complained to me tat we didnt learn cos they dont let us in.
At tat time, Those group of girls were against me and Fiona and neither did we really like them...but they were a group of girls that Mr Lee favour so he wouldn't listen to our explaination. Sure, at that time i was really disappointed but i could tell tat it affected Fiona more than it did to me. I felt responsible for my own foolishness.
Mr Lee was a teacher i respected really much at tat time.I dont noe, i just wanted to please him tats all. My compo wasn't praise by him. I guess my compo was downright lousy. He praise the Girl called Lynn who he favour cause she very pretty or wat eva, I want this teacher to say that my compo was good and i really did my best in writing a good story. Using flowery words and all my knowledge to write. So i guess that is where my interest in books start to become much stronger. But not once did he praise my work.
But seriously wat was the point. Was it to get my teachers favour in making him notice me? Maybe it is bcos i hate being the invisible girl. Now come to think of it, it was really silly in trying to please a teacher hu dont even notice my efforts. Then ifogotten all about it until 2dae...wonder why...
I Lay every burden down, at the foot of the cross