♥ Saturday, July 15, 2006
Arigato Gozaimas God!!! Thank You for helping me! Thank you for helping me when i was so lost!
2dae, I didn't go to church. (You must be wondering why) At first, i was undecisive whether or not to go to church as i have no cell group 2dae. I could go to the adult service, but i find it boring. Then my mother tried to persuade me to go to church by telling me tat after church we could go and shop for my shoes and specs.
I was so undecisive. I want to go to buy my shoes and specs but at the same time,i was really lazy to go. So i prayed, and asked God to help me. My prayer wasn't even finish when i was distracted as my father called me.
He told me that he overheard that i was undecisive of whether to go to church or not. I did not answer as i did not noe wat to say. Then his next question, surprised me." What is your purpose for going to church?" I could not answer. Then he asked whether it is becos of my frenz. And what if my frenz stop going to church,will i stop going too? Like the same reason, why i wanted to learn the guitar. I knew my answer to tat. It is becos i wanted to worshipped God with it.
My father said that sometimes in life we must stop ourselves and ask what is the purpose of doing the things we are doing...We need to think...I decided not to go to church is becos i feel it is wrong to go to church not noeing the purpose for it. If i went todae, it is becos i want to buy my shoes and specs. To me, tat is the wrong reason.
I Lay every burden down, at the foot of the cross